Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Adopting A New Style
I decided to stop with the procrastination.

I woke up and looked the clock, hmm.. almost 1am..

Maintaining a blog wasn't as easy as I thought it would be, isn't it just about telling everyone briefly what you did and how you feel. I thought it would be a hassle to pen down my thoughts to the exact minute details and rather just let the pictures do the talking. Pictures say a thousand words right?

Anyway, who would spend so much time reading through so much words? I only do so selectively to other people's blogs ha. So why am i spending the time typing now?

Well.. Pretty much until my dad borrowed my digicam and Mr Lai Tsuen Yung kept forgetting to post the pictures to me.

SO.. .. .. now i have to make do with words and use it to replace my pictures. I planned on uploading 10 pictures.. damn.. 10000 freaking words..

I went out a lot recently- Bukit Panjang Gatherings, Pioneer Gatherings, My ACCA RELC gatherings, NTU gatherings, ARMY gatherings, me and sis team gatherings, me and Junxian team gatherings until my pockets felt kinda numb and my secret money stash was diminishing.

I've watched shows that I'm proud of (Ten Promises I Made To Dog, KungFu Panda), disgusted with (You Don't Mess With The Zohan), bored of (Hancock).

I've eaten at places i couldn't really remember when it happened.. which includes 2 steamboats, 1 Seoul garden, 1 late night supper/pub session when I got super drunk, 1 Geylang supper tour and a couple of hawker centres/ food courts excursions.

Now it's just kinda boring though, living life like a nerd cause if I'm not out there to accompany my 知己们, I would be staying at home playing Fallout, Fallout 2, Fable, Warcraft and Worms 4: Mayhem. I lost the interest to Mapling (but I guess it's only temporary) and the will to exercise. I've planned schedules that I couldn't keep up with and now I'm just going through a 走一步算一步 process.

I'm not sad though, just felt so bored.. so lazy and so "fat". I haven't gained a single kg, but the "fat" feeling is kind of like- the "oh damn another day to laze at home" and the "is lunch ready? i just wanna eat and go back to my game". I'm more than just a couch potato.. I'm the couch itself.

Junxian had measles recently and yeah.. haven't really got the chance to visit him. I called him though and he said he was fine except for his inconsistent fever relapses, which got him into thinking that he had dengue fever. Lucky thing it was just measles.. but I haven't had it yet so I'm not too sure how it felt.. must have been terrible. He told me he felt useless at home because he couldn't do anything and he has got so much to do. I was so 自卑. I wonder if I ever felt useless when I'm at home the whole day.

Tomorrow's a brand new day again. Damn.. another day to laze at home. Should I get myself to walk over to Gombak Stadium and work out? I don't know.. maybe if someone or something motivates me. Everyday seems like deja vu to me if I do the same thing over and over again.. Wake up, Play, Eat, Play, Watch Tv, Play, Sleep.. Gonna snap back to reality and do some checks! OK!! Exercise tomorrow!! Ha.. that's kinda sudden.. The motivation came back.. hmm.. maybe after I go to Mac with my sis for a quick lunch first. Nar I can't type 10000 words. My fingers will break.
- posted by kanery at 12:57:00 AM